last minute. panic.

So this is the moment that I've foreseen from weeks ago. The moment of Ifs and Should Have's.

I should have spent more time practicing the piano.

I should not have gone out so much, and used the time to practice my scales instead!

I should not have procrastinated.

Now, it's too late for anything!

I already feel numb, knowing that if I even move a little or open my mouth to say something, I'll really really freak out until I forget B flat minor has what key signatures.

Oh crap, what key signatures does it have??!!!

I hope I won't get lost driving the way there; it is in KL (a phobia-filled place; story for another day) & I'm going there ALONE (seeing as I got ffk-ed). I don't even have New Moon after that to make me less worried. Not that Lautner would be able to help me or anything, zzz.

Oh and I know what I want for Christmas. Forget the Volkswagon or the mansion in South of France - I want a Blackberry...because it has GPS!

Perfect for someone who always gets lost.

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Oh, my ALCM in Performance (Standard, Option 2) Pianoforte Performance exam is at 3.15pm later today, Wednesday, Dec 2nd 2009 also known as the Major Panic Last Day on Earth omgsoighsoighsgs