Showing newest 15 of 19 posts from July 2009. Show older posts
Showing newest 15 of 19 posts from July 2009. Show older posts

Thursday, July 30, 2009

kantoi

It's past midnight. Today I went for my first and free spa, got lost on the KL roads, laughed, cried, felt sick, walked a lot, wrote a lot, received a CD I've been long waiting for, thought about blogging after I'm done with my last day of work this Friday, laughed at Lolcats...

...and this is just a preview of what's has happened this 1 and a half months sem break.

So many things to do, late posts to blog about, things to update you guys - so little time! Next week onwards, I promise.

Hmm I might finally go fix my hair this weekend. If I can find the time. biggrin

My poppy took my baby away from me

Oh my God, August's coming?!!

Monday, July 27, 2009

and they say that there are twentyfour hours

I'm in the middle of what should be the best times of my life, and yet I am losing control.

Due to either lack of time or sheer laziness, I am losing sight of my real priorities.

My exercise plans are practically non-existent for the past month, leading to unhealthy looking skin, weight gain and shapeless hair. Lack of reading the papers and news have made me really behind in the news scene and I don't even know what's going on nowadays, except what I see in twitter and facebook, and that's also 'old' news for I'm not always online.

The only time I touch the piano are on the days I have lessons, and I'm having this huge exam in a few months. It's not that I don't have the time, it's just that I always have something better to do.

Sleep, eat, go on stupid facebook.

And with melancholic Zee Avi playing in the background, this seriously calls for a halt of time for me to catch my breathe and prioritize.



But when, I really don't know.

It's not that I don't want to talk to or reply you guys, but sometimes I really am too busy to reply on MSN or even texts. Blame it on my bad time management or whatever, but even there has to be a limit to multitasking. neutral

Sometimes I tell myself, if even a little stress you can't handle, what about times of major disappointments and stress which is sure to come in the future?

The trick is just to hide under covers and pretend the outside world don't exist.

Saturday, July 25, 2009

to all the love lost out there

nO oNE LeFT_yoU to CRy_

It was helpless anyway
There's nothing much we could do or say
Darling don't you think it's a shame?
that it had to end this way

I do my crying in the rain. (Explored).

So here's to say goodbye,
our love is lost, and we cant figure why
maybe it really is about time
that we finally made up our minds

{ In love we all cry ,,

Darling, it would be unfair
to stay with something no longer there
but it doesn't mean I no longer care
but I'd feel like a burden you can't bear

Crying.

Soon I'll just be
that someone you used to know
But darling you will thank me
for letting you go

Cry Baby Cry (Tribute to The Beatles)

Time is not for wasting
I hope you'll find your intended
But I'm sorry
that your intended isn't me

Inspired by:
Zee Avi's Someone You Used To Know

Flickr images:
http://www.flickr.com/photos/47873020@N00/197249099/

http://www.flickr.com/photos/kitty_bass/1206267287/
http://www.flickr.com/photos/barca-q8/2406341774/
http://www.flickr.com/photos/19218487@N02/3238752320/
http://www.flickr.com/photos/27147/3568592518/

Friday, July 24, 2009

urgh

It's just SO damn unfair.


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Thursday, July 23, 2009

someone you used to know

Zee Avi-fied! razz



I'm looking forward to this movie! I've always loved Rachel McAdams since Mean Girls, and Eric Bana from Troy? Yums.



Random fact - it's a deja vu moment now. biggrin

Birthday updates coming up...soon.

Monday, July 20, 2009

i just want to hide under the covers and not grow older. please?

Hi all!

My official last day as an 18 year old started off really well, woke up early and excited for another week of work.

That was, until I got caught in a jam for 2 hours.

Yes, two freaking hours! And that's from my home to Mid Valley, a journey that would normally take 20 minutes max!

Well that kinda spoilt my mood for the rest of the day, but *reverts to monologue* that's no excuse for not doing my work properly anyway Sam.

Glad that I stayed on anyway, and I'm so proud of myself for actually pumping petrol and successfully filling in the tyres air by myself! Definitely a good achievement for going on 19.

However, am definitely not feeling my most beautiful now, and it sucks extra that I've forgotten all that I wanted to say in the first place.

Happy early birthday to me, and to you too.

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Sunday, July 19, 2009

Bon Odori 2009

Knowing me, I normally don't do follow-ups of events so efficiently. But there has been many clicks to my blog due to searches on 'bon odori 2009' (which leads them to the previous post) so I think that to be fair to my readers I shall do a quick write-up on yesterday's events.

Although the event was due to start at 7, many people were there early. Like, much earlier. I read one of my friend's facebook update which said that he was 'going there now' at 3pm+ to get parking! neutral

Anyway, we started off at 6pm and reached around 7, just the right timing! Parking was quite far away, had to cross a highway! confused

Reaching there, we grabbed a free fan each and excited posed for pictures.

Oh at least, the guys did.



Thanks YY for the ride. You seriously need to get used to signalling!

We went straight to the food area which had sooooo many people and I got separated from my friends for like 2 minutes and freaked me out so much it left me traumatised the whole evening that I had clinged on to Jer Yen the rest of the night like an obedient puppy.

Heh.

Found some empty ground for our picnic.



Is it me or is the quality of the picture really bad? =.=

Anyway, here's a shot of my RM6 noodles which was damn lousy. Even the mamak in front of my house's maggi goreng rocked more than this okay!



The reason why I finished everything was because I was hungry and it's not good to waste food okay? What more expensive food?!



Some jap rice with fillings wrapped in seaweed. Quite yummy (compared to the noodles, EVERYTHING else is yummy).

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Alexis' expression on the funny tasting noodles ha ha!




Group pic!

After food, time for some dancing to burn off the calories.


Lanterns at twilight

There are 3 rounds of dance performance, in which the audiences can participate. We joined the last round. I was kinda excited seeing as this was the first time I ever came for this event, even though I had pre-warnings about the dance's lameness and such.

But before that, the guys were so excited to take a picture with some yukata-clad (japanese?) babes.



Sorry yea, this is the clearest shot I could get of them.


Finally, the dance podium!

Dancers and err musicians on the stage, people surround it in a circle and follow the dancers. Simple enough, eh?



A few rounds later I got very bored already and starting snapping pictures as the others go along.

By the way if you see in a newspaper or site of someone who looks like me making funny awkward dance moves, that's NOT me.

So bloody many photographers there, and I swear they were all aiming at me!

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In the middle of the dance area

Finally Jer Yen and I made it out of the dance crowd to go sit at the sloped seats area.


Just a small part of the real crowd.

Finally they announced the end of the event, and we wanted to get some ice cream or ice kacang but then decided to go to McD instead. Was walking towards the entrance when Jer Yen spotted this really cute Japanese girl.

Jy and Jap Girl

Kawaii!

(Yes, that's the only Japanese word I know, other than baka) redface

Overall, I was glad we went at that time, neither too early nor late. One thing was the haze that night which left a layer of dust on our shoes and clothes. God knows how much of it was in our hair, food... I left the place feeling sick, eyes streaming, nose stuffy ugh. Since we went to some pub for after-drinks and reached home kinda late, I woke up this early morning looking and feeling like crap that even my dad commented that without enough sleep I looked older than my mom wtf.

There were so many people there but I only saw a few people that I knew. However according to facebook there were many more of my friends who actually went. neutral What is this, people!

Shall we go again next year?

For more pictures of the event, click here.

Saturday, July 18, 2009

finally, the real holidays are here

Yay, today I'm heading off to the Bon Odori 2009 festival! Finally I get to go for this event after many years of wanting to but never did.

And yes, I have non-work related plans (almost) everyday from today til Thursday, and more! What a great rest-of-the month this promises to be. biggrin

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This was at the Urbanscapes 2009, which I was looking so much forward to but unfortunately due to insufficient proper planning, turned out to be a disaster. However thanks Siew Ling, Sarah and Zhi Ming for being really nice passengers and giving support during stressful times, so sorry for the drama that only I Samantha is capable of. wink

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Ha ha running mascara.

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After much effort, I have finally recovered enough to move along. However I must stay true and make sure the wall holds strong, for it would be stupid to do otherwise. I will not give in.


rolleyes

Friday, July 17, 2009

and so it is another random ranting

You know one thing that I truly dislike?

I hate it when people can't make a decision. Like when you ask them to choose between A and B, then they go (Malaysian style): "Anything lah,", "You like lah," or "I what also can."

You what also can, I ask you to go die you can?

Okay I really gotta stop speaking Manglish.

Anyway, as what I was saying, if you can't make a decision, then just saying "I don't know," would suffice. Coz really, I'd understand if you say you don't know, because no one really knows everything. (And yes that includes what you would like to have for dinner, believe it or not.)

But please, PLEASE not say "You like lah," especially if you are a guy and the person asking where do you wanna have dinner is a girl. I know that you are trying to not seem so dominating and let her make the choice, but come on! In more cases than not, girls want guys to take the lead! So can you just give a suggestion, and then let her have the option of saying Yes or No. If no, then give another option. Until she says Yes.

Yes, that is what you gentlemen should do! Unless of course if you are a self-proclaimed metrosexual, new-age kind of guy aka pondan, then whatever lah you do I don't care.

Seriously, you guys have gotta learn from Brad Pitt in Troy or even (from what reviews I've read), Edward Cullen of Twilight. These guys have girls all over swooning at their feet not only for their amazing physique or looks, but because they were proper gentlemen and were so sweetly protective of their leading ladies that even the audiences' hearts were captured along!

And yes my first ever crush (whether celebrity or non) was Brad Pitt at the somewhat mature age of 13 after watching Troy. I was so taken with the way that he protected the temple/slave girl that I left the cinema fully amazed that there is such a thing in this world. That there are actually men who are willing to do almost anything to protect their woman. (Aww...)

But if there are any of you singletons out there looking for some justification to your single status, here's a fabulous somewhat-feministic blog with really funny anecdotes on the writer's points of view towards her singledom.

The Last Happy Single Girl is a person that I personally know, but she wants to remain anonymous. It's somewhat a pity that the writer of this brilliant blog will remain a mystery to many of you, but I can't help but think that this somehow increases its attractiveness, no?

Like what they say, always try to preserve some mystery in yourself to keep your man's interest in you.

Or something like that.

Ha ha badly put together I thought, but then I'm no happysgirl.

me, myself and i

And so, as I twitted just a minute ago -

It's funny how everyone thinks they're the most important person in the world.


Well, isn't it true? Don't even dare say otherwise.

You think that no one else in this world is more important than you. Nobody else deserves what you deserve.

I should have this. I should be treated like this. I should be respected/loved/popular/famous/rich/whatever it is.

I should have everything I want, and nothing that I don't. So who cares about what do you want or not? It does not matter that you are my father, mother, sister, boyfriend, wife, husband, grandmother's aunt's third cousin's second husband's best friend - I am always still more important than you.

Oh for the day when I can finally learn to lower my head and not think of myself and what I want for a moment.

I hate it when I get too self-centered and immature. And it's happening more lately. neutral Oh, for the wise ol' Sam to be back!

Thursday, July 16, 2009

practising videos

Woots more videos to share!

The following are videos of me during the practice for the EC group act assignment.

I was trying to get into my character of sexy flirty err girl so you should know that I'm not like that in real life, yea? mrgreen

Here's me with the fantabulous lashes on the day of the assignment. Unfortunately we forgot to take a group pic in full costume! sad



Enjoy!



Wednesday, July 15, 2009

A Mission To Find Love

Hi all!

Finally I've cut, subtitled and uploaded the videos that you've all been waiting for!

These are recordings of my group's third Effective Communication assignment last June - group acting.

Here's the summary for our act:

This is a two-part video for my Effective Communication course assignment 3 which is group acting. It's a talk show to find love where a nerdy bachelor who is the founder of a Bra Making Company gets to choose between five young ladies. Watch as the girls talk about themselves, tell a joke, share on the types of guys they like and sing a song to impress him.

Will it be Contestant One, the innocent young princess? Or will he be adoring bimbotic Contestant Three funny actions? Will Contestant Three impress him with her cold hearted feminism values? Or does he secretly have a thing for psychotic ladies like Contestant Four? Will Contestant Five win him over with her sexy attitude?

Watch til the end to see whom will he finally choose.

Here is the list of characters:

Host - Yu SL
Bachelor - Brandon Phang Chee Seng

Contestant One - Michelle Wong Pik Kei
Contestant Two - Grace Chow Seow Fong
Contestant Three - Wong Pik Ngan
Contestant Four - Sarah Tai Pei Yi
Contestant Five - Samantha Chow Jia Ern

Videographer - Chen Mei Hsuan (thanks girl!)

My outfit:
'Rubbish bag' dress, MNG
(Painful new) black heels, Verdi
Fishnet stockings, Asian Avenue.
Fake lashes, forgot.

Oh girls (and guy), I had a great time preparing for this assignment! Loves.

A Mission To Find Love Part One



A Mission To Find Love Part Two



Comment comment! biggrin

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

sunsets are brief, but oh so beautiful!

It is always the small things that make you happy.

Like when a song is stuck on your head and just as you turn on the radio, that song plays.

Like after a hard and long day's work, you drive home anticipating the traffic jam, but the sunset is just so gorgeous it lights up the interior of your car, and you see the lovely orange light kissing everything.

Utah Sunset - Zion

Sunset balloon flight

Just another Tequila Sunset...

No picture can ever replicate that moment.

I saw the sun today. It made me really happy.

in car
(credits to Siew Ling)

I bet you'll never ever guess what I was doing right before posing for this picture.

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All I want to do is give myself a huge kick on the head (if that's possible) for being so stupid, emo and dramatic. For overthinking, overanalysing (okay it means the same thing) and overly sensitive. For doing what I told myself NOT to do. For purposely just doing what I said NO to. For being impossibly dumb that I really still can't believe it.

And the worst part of it is that I realise what's going on, but I just can't stop myself.

I'm damn tired.

Flickr Images by:
http://www.flickr.com/photos/bestrated1/2129252744/
http://www.flickr.com/photos/66164549@N00/2824654411/
http://www.flickr.com/photos/axel-d/479627824/


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Idiot me. I never meant to sound like one of those depressing people not talking sense always crapping emo stuff. Actually I'm really really happy right now, know? AHEAHAHHAHAHWHEHWAHWHIHAHAHAH like really happy. So no worries k?

Urbanscapes & some other posts coming up! biggrin

Monday, July 13, 2009

monday sunshine blues

I remember at this time last year, oh it was so funny! - I spent weeks crying every night thinking about what could happen on that day. And what I wish would happen.

Surprisingly when that day came, I was too washed up and tired from the past few weeks to feel anything.

And when it finally happened a few days later, I didn't care anymore.

@ beach

This year, I promise not to care at all. Less expectations gives to less disappointments.



smile

Sunday, July 12, 2009

scheduled postings rock!



Sorry guys, I missed out this pic on the post of Eve's birthday. Couldn't let you guys miss out on this gorgeous pic of all the girls who went that day, can I? mrgreen

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Anyway, something funny. Well, not really but still.

I saw on my cousin's MSN pm who was wondering whether to go for the Bon Odori festival. So of course I quickly messaged him to tell him to fetch me there lah kan, since I'm so not driving anywhere out of Kajang ever again after...err, something that I haven't blogged about damn!

Ah nevermind I got side-tracked anyway.

So anyway we talked on and on about that thing when suddenly I was struck with a thought. I quickly asked him whether he's in his Penang uni campus or back in KL.

Turns out he was going to the Penang Bon Odori fest.

eek I still need transport!

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Get your customized BOSS Orange wallpaper here!

I'll make mine my twitter page background, as soon as I find time to resize it. Oh yeah you guys (read: my stalkers & faithful fans!) should probably get twitter and add me here, as I twit more nowadays than blog.

Be ready for the videos of my EC presentation, coming out either later today or Monday. Or it might be Tuesday. Who knows? razz