i wait;

Have you ever missed someone so much, that you can't bring yourself to think about that someone because you know that your heart will tightly constrict and bring about breathlessness and despair that won't bring tears yet, just deep sadness. Bitter sadness of what you want not being what it is. Of wanting desperately to hear that person’s voice, enough to bring a smile to your face for hours. Of receiving a text with that person’s name, bringing that level of excitement and curiosity not dissimilar to, urm, finding out what gender your unborn kid is? OK fine bad correlation, but yeah. What I really mean is just simply that sometimes when you have found that chemistry bond you have with another, it might be a little bit difficult not to think about them at night.

It’s not that easy to find somebody with that chemistry, therefore I appreciate whenever I do. I appreciate you.

And also, have you ever listened to a song that made you so...emotional, that you laughed out loud, and if anyone else were there listening with their full attention only they'd be able to catch that tiny tinge of sadness in your laughter?

The problem with me is just that I have such little patience, with just about anything! Things that I want now, I want now. No matter that certain things you need time to grow into.

I think that’s just about the biggest bane of my life – my impatience.

It took us about 50 tries to get one perfect shot where everyone was up in the air. I guess the concept is the same in life. Sucks to have to wait, but there it is.

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And please, I know that writing cryptic posts like this tends to have more after-effects than I’d care to think about. For starters, some would think that I’m being emo, which I’m not! And some people would *cough* think that it’s about them I’m talking about.

Please…just don’t.